been m.i.a!

I have not posted in a while, life in my world has been busy. I have had a family member that was sick. work has been crazy all the different things happening around there. I have been is a rush at the gym also because I am on a quest to loose the few lbs I put on and get finally back on my gym schedule and I have been doing fine but it is coming off slowly, which is fine and I also have to try and not focus on it so much...sometimes it is hard to do while other times it is not. I have been having a minor health issue that I need to get iron infusions and the weekly appts. but I take it in stride. In about 2 weeks or so, i have an engagement celebration/party to go to for a girlfriend of mine, and i have to find a dress which is a black tie kind of thing...and I am dreading this to a tee! I have no idea what to get I know I want a dark color style I am not sure something that makes me look cute and hot and amazing! My body i have my flaws but it will be a challenge to find the right dress, then in Jan my same friend will be getting married and I will have to find a dress for that as well! I have time to worry about that. I got to work fast lol to find a dress before July 18Th lol! The whole financial times right now sucks big time, I am in the process to get things together but it is slow and sometimes you take 2 steps forward and one step back lol,why does living in NY have to cost so much? Why does gas have to go up and why can't the gas stations and companies not raise the prices...they make billions a day from the gas being bought why not help us out since we need the gas cause you need a car to get anywhere in NY! My birthday past in April...the 23rd to be exact and it was a good day! I had fun. I got into cooking and baking again...I truly love and enjoy cooking and baking and really creating something for family and friends to enjoy! maybe i will go to culinary school to become a chef...who knows, but I do plan to get my certificate in personal training I plan to hopefully start this in Sept! The end of Aug early September I am taking a real vacation out of NY and going to San Fran, ca to visit my brother and my niece and my new baby niece...I so can not wait for this!!! I need to just get away for a bit! well I am signing off here for now, but I will update more soon, and regularly...life happens and keep you busy! peace and hair grease see ya l8ter ;op